Simple Thoughts Derived From A Complicated Mind

[Current Mood: Crashed Into Pieces]

Another unreplied text.

Now I start thinking that a good friend is someone who replies your text. Thanks to you.

God, I am freakin’ tired. I’m all f**ked up. My patience has been pushed to the limit, and I think I have it enough. The ball has been long enough in my court, and I’m about to kick it right now. With pride.

Give me another shit, just one more shit. And I swear, I will see you at the bitter end. Hell yeah, I will erupt. Try me.

Am I mad?

… Nope. I just broke into pieces.

I’m way too mad to be sad. Or maybe, I’m way too sad to be mad.

[taking a deep deep breath]

Sigh…

[Current Track Played : Justin Timberlake, Never Again ]

Would have given up my life for you, Guess it’s true what they say about love, it’s blind… Girl, you lied straight to my face lookin’ in my eyes. And I believed you ‘cause I loved you more than life… And all you had to do was apologize…

Sadness has me at the end of the line, Helpless watched you break this heart of mine… And loneliness only wants you back here with me. Common sense knows you’re not good enough for me. And all you had to do was apologize and mean it

But you didn’t say you’re sorry…I don’t understand. You don’t care that you hurt me; And now I’m half a man that I used to be when it was you and me You didn’t love me enough… My heart may never mend, and you’ll never get to love me

It’s like hell, I can’t go back in time. Maybe then I could see how. Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try; But it’s too late, it’s over now…

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